Ups and Downs as usual

Thought I'm going to start work tomorrow morning... but things ain't going smooth. I think, perhaps, I'm gonna find a job AGAIN~
^^ Anyway, its okay for me. Its somewhat not my 'most desirable job'. I still can wait.
Tonight is the end of JUNE. I officially rested for a month ++
Gonna make it an interesting 'end-of-month' and hoping the months coming will be better and better~
Perhaps I will go out sg and take a serious vacation there. Serious practice for photoshooting as well. Who knows one day perhaps I can become a PHOTO CREATOR??? And my photo can make money??!!! ahahahah

Sharing this: A star~

Not bad for a newbie

^^ congratz to myself since I got job offer after I went to the first interview. First and only.
It was a really nice feeling that my ability being recognized by the 'boss', felt honored. Perhaps it is due to the same activities background that we all possessed, it makes our conversations smoother and we are able to be in the same frequency. That is the most important thing, if even in a interview session I don't feel comfortable, how on earth can I expect my working environment to be comfortable? Lucky...

Things I've gone through as newbie these few days were not just interview and job offer.. ^^
I've also spent my day all alone at KLCC last Friday. It was a great day granted by not-yet-working. Hehe. Although I didn't manage to get the skybridge ticket... people started to queue for the ticket since 630am, I reached there at 930am, sure out-of-ticket! When I smiled to the foreigners passed by, I felt so good and so freshy. Started to take photos around KLCC. A bit worried about my safety in KLCC park since not much people around. But then I found out there were policemen there. Huhu~ can play around safely.
Kinokuniya is certainly a nice place to spend time. ^^ Searched through and read books about travelling in London and also photography. Gained gained gained~~ GAINed BIG!! haha

Think of watching 'Hannah Montana: The movie' at first. But the movie on show at 4pm, so late. LRT and KTM would be so jam after I watched the movie. So~ had to say bye bye to the movie.

^^ Photoshooting at Dataran Merdeka last night. Nice nice~ Tested about all the theories I've learnt online and through books. Star-light effect, capture movement of water, blurring effect... bla bla bla.. A lot to play with the camera~ *love love*
Skills are basic for photographer, once a photographer has all skills needed, he can create meaningful photos -- that is the time we call the photographer as PHOTO CREATOR

Prejudice

Another little matter reminds me of this: prejudice.

We never know what exactly a thing is unless we give it a try. But, we have our own predictions. We have assumptions. We are being prejudice. We presume the taste of an unknown food, we assume the feeling that we would have in certain situation where in fact we have never experience it. Even if we are given chance to experience the unknown, thousands and millions of excuses arise, trying to stop us from experiencing. Being able to conquer the prejudice is a great honor.

The reason for me being so deeply in this 'prejudice' issue is due to the movie:  
TRANSFORMER II: Revenge of the FALLEN. 
 I missed the part one, and I still clearly remembered how I responded to the part one.

"Oh gosh, the movie is guy's dream. They must love it coz it company them to grow."
"I couldn't understand why the movie can create such a transformer heat!"
"I don't think I will like the movie."
Thousands and millions of excuses given. Just to make sure that I don't like the movie. Aha~

Yesterday is the first day the movie on show. I watched it. It's a great movie. Great motions, great pictures...

A movie that is the result of heart and soul of the production team. The computer graphic involved is not an easy task. Never thought I would like it.. ^^
So~ No more excuse! You never know unless you give it a try~

heart and soul

Believing that putting your heart and soul into something is worth it... Yes, I believe, certainly.
Been editing the blog for a few days, messed up once in a while.. ^^ however, now that I had included my favorite photo into header, I'm so satisfied.
Thinking of adding some widgets into it.. but I don't know which to put.

From the interview session I know that people can sense whether we have put our heart and soul into whatever we do. Yes, I may have done badly, but that is my best. And, people do sense it! It is a great experience to gain. Give your best shot each and every time, you never know what is awaiting for you! The journey of life is great.. adventurous and educational..

I think of a song randomly. A song which I hated to hear it several years before. All because it always reminds me of how weak I am. But now, it brings a different meaning to me. Admitting the weakness in me helps me greatly, improving can be painful at first, but it is the most satisfying process of all.

Sharing the song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1XvpfIDnA9c

Argument

Is that necessary in our lives? Why do we argue? Even over small matters?
Funny to be in this situation: it's been a day and night since you talked to me. Yes, I did do something wrong, that was to hang up your call. I know you hate that most. I don't feel like apologize.
I actually felt that there is a big gap between us. As if we are falling apart. Are we?
Do we need this argument?

Pray Hard

When you have done whatever you can or when you have already pushed yourself beyond the limits, all that left is just pray.. pray real hard.
This time, no doubt I have already done the best of me. All that left for me is only to pray hard.
I hope I get a chance to present myself. Truly deeply in my heart, I pray for that.

TODAY

I've found out something interesting
Sometimes, we maybe too focus on a thing... we tend to forget what we actually wanted
I often wondered in these few days, what kind of job would I like to find? I was just like flies which just heading to no where. Still, if you ask me now: what kind of job would you like to have?
Probably I would still tell you the same: I don't really know and I'm not sure either. But I will try out everything. Everything that is available for me and everything that is ready to accept me.
When I'm given a chance for interview session, I'm gonna prepare myself to the fullest. No more regret k?
You never know until you are in it. I'm ready to discover.

*This is the story: I had been searching for job on internet and I always focused on s'pore vacancy. Yes, I did find interesting jobs but I was turned down. Almost every application. Still I haven't gave in, continuing to search. Until today, I suddenly remembered that I promised myself: either s'pore or kl. Oh ya, why do I forget about kl? So tonight I search online about job in kl. Aha, you got it! I found a lot of interesting job in which I'm so interested in them. All of a sudden, I feel foolish for being so stubborn and choosy. ^^ What's so not good in kl that I denied it even before trying? I think I should give it a try. Ya, I should. Dreams remained, I would not just let go . Maybe it takes longer time to be there, but how should we know before we give it a chance? There's no right or wrong, just making choice.

Shin, so I will see you in London in a few years time~ ^^

Another BLOG -- Mom at 16

This is another blog of mine and I'm gonna keep it personal.
This is the place where I will write my diaries, where I keep track of what I'm doing, recording my thoughts. Writing down thoughts in my mind makes me think, it was so long ago that I've done this.

Great start for a great day~
Early in the morning, my puppy wake me up. Thanks to him or not I will miss the movie: Mom at sixteen. It is a nice movie with all the conflicts and ups and downs. Admired the personality of Jacey, the 16-year-old mom. She was in love with a guy named Brad. Well, the guy is not worth to be mentioned because he sucks~ After that she got pregnant, and her mom forbidden her to tell Brad coz she thinks that the guy with an engineering scholarship would not let go what he had now just to marry with Jacey and raise the baby. But, they didn't do abortion to get rid of the baby. Instead, they keep the baby. It was then the story starts.
The movie's ending was not a perfect ending, but life's not perfect either, right?

Good day~