Friday, November 27, 2009

Mind Maps

Perhaps my problem-solving skills will be enhanced..
The best place to start is never a new place, its always gonna be at where you are right now. So I'm gonna start all over again at this moment, right here where I am now.
Such a good feeling of being energized mentally, even though physically Im tired enough.

Miss my hubby... Im goin to move in the new house all by myself... But that's ok. Im strong enough to face everything by my own.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

A Christmas Carol

Finished the movie just now with one of my best friend. Nice? I would say normal as it would be... Not the kinda movie that I would love to watch about. Moral values, yes~! Certainly there are. Just that, izzit too easy for him to change? Another movie with high expectation yet return with a lil' disappointment.

But, the most important part of the night is get to meet with my dear gal. I never knew that she led a miserable life before this, never knew she nearly missed the one she once said so much in love with. I think it must have been long since we met last time. Ya.. so long ago. Felt a little bit guilty when I found all those things out. I think she had tough times.. At least all that unhappiness passed. Sincerely hope that everything will be fine for you in the future. B country maybe is waiting for you ahead! Gal, I admire you for being strong. Pretending nothing happened, told me in calm tone. Like kidding with me. When you sounded like that, I know that perhaps the things is really deep into your heart. I miss those time we laughed together. Yiwei, how about you? Miss you superb today. Hope that you are doing well.. Happy and contented.

Just today only I noticed how time flies. It really never waits. Not even a second.
Just today only I noticed how long we didn't keep in touch already.
Start from today, each day I target to get back the connection a lil' by a lil'.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

克服离愁

从机场回到家里,脑袋一直都没有太多的思绪。没想你到那里会如何,相信你可以把一切难题迎刃而解。没想今后我会怎么生活,相信一切自有安排。

到新家,油漆工人问我为什么不上更好的漆?想想就问了价钱。好心动。但回心一想又好像没有时间去安排。接下来家私就要搬进来了,该怎么移开一一上漆呢?烦恼……还是不了吧。下回吧,那间属于我们的新家,我一定要好好的用心,装置上最漂亮、最喜欢的细节。

我想心里隐隐还是有股离愁吧。回到家立即抽离自己,开始收拾。拾出了一箱东西,打印机也回归到最初的箱子里。床单也换了,脏衣服也洗了。囤积了一个星期的小国旗,清理了。
也替自己做了大扫除。磨砂,去污,面膜,统统都来一下。还想着晚上临睡前来个舒缓按摩。
忙着忙着,忽的停下,想起从前到现在,原来转换心情模式都是靠清洁整理再出发。

写着写着,蛮想哭的。我想今晚,也许可以放纵半小时,宣泄吧!
觉得最近的女尔不开心,与女尔少了很多的沟通。近来有在想,难道再深厚的感情基础,也是能够被时间磨灭的吗?还是,只不过蒙上了一层灰,模糊了感觉,产生错觉?
那也只不过是在闲时才想起的。忙起来的时候,还真的什么都忘了。所以,现实真是个可怕的东西。稍不留意,就陷入牛角、掉入漩涡,抽不了身。
加油,加油~最重要的是开心不是吗?