I think it has been one week since I started to lemah semangat... finally managed to GAIN the SPIRIT back!!! Feel so good~~
Need no to deny that I am an extreme person... maybe its due to my AB mixed blood type.. ^^
Active and passive in the same body.. arguing at most of the time.. half needs rest, while half needs enjoy~ What the ****! As I always told myself, I need to enjoy what I've chosen, what I'm doing. Life doesn't always go smooth as we wish, while spending time hating what we are doing and feel sucks in the same time is not worth living... I prefer to love what I've chosen, enjoy the thrills, accept the challenge, and becoming better and better...
Why must I spend time making myself unhappy? The choice is in my hands, whether to go through each day, each hour, each minute and each second with smile or tears on my face.
Appreciate... I love ME~
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Sunday, September 13, 2009
刺激?!
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Workaholic?
^^ Shopaholic, I admit I am... Once in a while my hands feel itchy with the cash on hands... spent it and I will be happy... Even window shopping sometimes is enough to content me.. ^^
Workaholic? I wonder am I???! Maybe I just take things too seriously... Maybe I just wanna proof that he got the right person.. Maybe I just wanna proof myself that I can earn a living too.. I can excel if I really determined to be~
Today when I got the news, suddenly I have the feeling of hardwork-not-worth-it... But.. but...
Maybe I just have to proof myself harder.. Maybe.. maybe..
Life's full of possibilities...
Good luck~
Workaholic? I wonder am I???! Maybe I just take things too seriously... Maybe I just wanna proof that he got the right person.. Maybe I just wanna proof myself that I can earn a living too.. I can excel if I really determined to be~
Today when I got the news, suddenly I have the feeling of hardwork-not-worth-it... But.. but...
Maybe I just have to proof myself harder.. Maybe.. maybe..
Life's full of possibilities...
Good luck~
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
RunAWAY
Sometimes, I felt like runaway from current life... But the next second, I would be convinced that I must train myself to endure and bear all the stress and pain to become a better person. I told myself: No easy job, no easy life. All the sorrows, sadness and down falls simply make us tougher and strengthen us. Need to always remind myself of that.
Extremely moody today. Luckily I still can escape for a while, taking a stroll outside... Good news is, the baby whitish pup is back with me again. Ehe, this time gonna grant it to someone who is willing to take care of him seriously.
Through the last few weeks, seriously felt that what most painful is realizing my own weakness and admit those weakness make me fail and yet still finding a way to get out of the pain and gets better. Still in the midst of wonder.... I tried and fall, takes more courage to stand up again and prepare for another fall... Did I learn? Hope so....
Extremely moody today. Luckily I still can escape for a while, taking a stroll outside... Good news is, the baby whitish pup is back with me again. Ehe, this time gonna grant it to someone who is willing to take care of him seriously.
Through the last few weeks, seriously felt that what most painful is realizing my own weakness and admit those weakness make me fail and yet still finding a way to get out of the pain and gets better. Still in the midst of wonder.... I tried and fall, takes more courage to stand up again and prepare for another fall... Did I learn? Hope so....
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