Year end again...
Yet I don't remember where did I start this year.
I think during the starting of the year, I gained a better relationship with lover and friends. It starts very well & so smooth. That was a very good sign, I need to keep this up next year round and round. Sincere and deep relationship made me felt so good. Although sometimes there were arguments, perhaps not feeling comfortable with each other, at least we made it through as lovers and friends. Cheers~
When it came to half of the year, things started to change.. When working life started, a lot of reasoning being given by myself to start to loosen the contact with friends, and now even my dear. Definitely I need to enhance myself on this, the relationship is not going to last once I loosen my hands. I need to really KEEP IN TOUCH with them, really.
This year round, I think I've been very far away from my family. Sometimes not even a call for more than a week. That's so not good. I know actually they missed me. There's no such reason as busy or being forgetful that you can forget to send a wish to your dear parents on their birthday. This was the most unforgivable thing that I've done this year; to not even send a message to my papa on his birthday. Felt terrible. This is quite recent and I remembered well on how guilty does it felt. Promised myself that I won't repeat the same mistake again.
The lesson that I learn: Do things immediately as you still remember them, you never know when would you possibly forget those things.
TO BE CONT'
