爬山的生活小哲理

这句话我忘了是谁告诉我的

当我下山下得很想放弃时，脚酸痛到觉得自己快休克时，这句话起了很大的鼓舞作用
下到四公里开始，断断续续的不知休息了多少回
到2.5公里，坐着了就不想动了
耳边传来这句话：

如果你坐着不动的话，

一、两小时之后你还是在原地

如果你再辛苦也迈开脚步，

一小步一小步地走，慢慢走，

每一分钟你都在前进！

每一分钟都更接近终点！

因为这耳语，我拚了！脚再痛也迈开脚步！
当我看见那象征着我接近终点的潺潺流水，几乎快飙泪了。


原来，攀上高峰只不过是圆满这行程的其中一部分。
原来，在圆满的那一刻，心情才是最激动的。
原来，回到开始的原点，心中会充满无尽的感谢。因为回到原点，才象征了最终的成功。

我成功了！

善忘

发现自己很善于忘记，特别是那些不愉快的、不美好的。
或许这样也是好事？

痛过就忘了，
所以善忘的人通常很勇敢。
所以我很勇敢。

加油～

初恋红豆冰

整部电影，是七、八十年代的我们--珍贵的回忆。勾勒出的岁月轮廓，遥远但清晰依旧。

印象最深刻的，是在十字路口的那一幕。
四个出口，分别站着不同的人们。
四个方向，大家怀抱不一样的心思。
霎那想起了Robert Frost
《The Road Not Taken》

霎那交错的，是情感？是误会……？
懵懂的青春，我错过了什么？
青涩的岁月，茫茫然的选择竟也造就今天的我。

 十几岁的花样年华，现在想起就是特别怀念。

Short Getaway

短暂的休息是为了更长远的旅程
所以，我去了short getaway
乘着飞机的双翅，到达美丽的东马


背负着重大使命：
登上东南亚的最高峰！

从来没有想象，如果不能攀上，我会如何？
从定下机票的那一刻，心里只想象着：我在最顶端，要做些什么？要怎么在心中刻印那股激动？

唯有跟这牌匾合照，才能证明自己曾到此一游~

唯一的遗憾，是没有办法在最高峰欣赏日出。
但老天待我们真好，一路上的天气都好得不得了~万里晴空！

遗憾也许造就我们再度造访，几年后的事，谁晓得？

心得：我也可以很坚强~我的意志力顶呱呱！


婆罗州是个美丽的大岛。环绕着的，是渐层分明的大海。可以看见Nemo讷~

心里默默期许，这一片海洋在我下一次造访时，还是一样美丽！



旅途中笑料不断。多亏了好玩的旅伴。

下一次，我们的目标：潜水执照！！！


p/s:短短的五天，我仿佛回到了学生时代。连照片中显现的自己，也年轻了好多。我爱旅游，我爱冒险~我更爱肯定自己！

Meeting DATO & note for the day

Here's something I would like to jot down for the day.
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It was my 1st time face to face, meeting with some important people with the title 'dato'. Not just meeting, but we chatted through almost 2 hours. I was like watching a movie with all the thrills and excitements! His story.. those ups and downs..
Recently I had been meeting with those amazing and impressive people. I go above my level (not to put myself in a low level, but really...-.-)
It was great to meet them, and its great also that I can appreciate them. Only by appreciating them, I can get something from them.

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I see how his passion burns, though he was set finally. I can see from his eyes that: if he was not brought down, maybe the railway can be different today. The determination!
Dedicated to life.

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If you have once touched the sky yet GOD decide to pull you back down to earth, what would you do?
Will you blame GOD for the decision? Will you regret that you once reached the sky causing you difficulty to live on earth again?
Can you adapt yourself to the dust of the earth? Can you? and, Will you?
It's a matter of choice, ONLY.

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Still my philosophy for life: Enjoy~
No matter what we are doing, ENJOY!

魄力

找回了热情，充满魄力的生活着。希望每一天都能朝气蓬勃的！
世界原来就是那么大？我的眼睛是否还要再张开一些，再看多一些，再知道多一些？世界那么大，我的接受程度有多大？

心底还是默默期待，有一天可以放下所有的事，了无牵挂的去体验异国风情。
英式下午茶，舞台剧，双层巴士，还有伦敦的绅士。那里潮湿的气候，会不会让人郁闷？
浪漫时尚之都
泰姬陵，长城，尼加拉瓜大瀑布，大峡谷，金字塔，吴哥窟，还有一个是什么啊？
奇迹出现的地方，穷其一生也要挖一些钱去看看。
那种感觉会是震撼？佩服？感动？抑或……？
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我们都不过是在和心魔打战。偶尔打赢了，仿佛越过了一道高墙，或许说是爬上了另一个高阶更合适。越过了，连风景也辽阔了。
喜欢广角也并无其它，只因为透过广角看世界，心仿佛也可以放宽。

我说过的，想把鱼眼的视角带在身边，随时都可以看到180度的宽阔，心也随时都保持180度的开朗。

即将来临的行程，也是一场体力与意志力的交战。我要昂首阔步的，踩在东南亚的最高峰。

Low

Recently I sensed my efficiency is decreasing. I need to do something to resolve the situation!



First thing first, I asked myself WHY

Lack of concentration? Yes..
Lack of motivation? Yes..
Too many reasoning? Yes..
Too many wasted time? Yes..

Welcome to the Year of 2010.. Welcome a BETTER ME

I aim for better this year, everyone also aims so?
Being in this environment for half a year, my strengths and weaknesses are so obvious shown.

My strengths:
Efficiency
Conversant

My weaknesses:
Lag phase before going to exponential
Unstable&Emotional
Lack of Persistence
Lost focus easily

I hope myself to be:
CALM
STABLE
CONCENTRATE WHEN DOING WORK
PERSISTENCE

with these I can fully utilize my efficiency and being conversant would be my bonus point!

TARGET OF THE YEAR:
Hit all the missions and absorb the most from them.
Treat all missions as my own business; I want my business to make profit.
Learn, learn, learn and learn! Nothing can stop me from learning!
Knowledge is the most precious asset.
Enjoy life and enjoy work to the FULLEST!

Sincere

Being sincere.. We all know the theory of it, but how many of us forget how to be sincere?
How long have you been faking up a smile? A laugh?

Act as if you're happy, control your expression to smile, you shall then feel happy.

It works for me almost everytime!

Review Of THE YEAR 2009 PART1

Year end again...
Yet I don't remember where did I start this year.

I think during the starting of the year, I gained a better relationship with lover and friends. It starts very well & so smooth. That was a very good sign, I need to keep this up next year round and round. Sincere and deep relationship made me felt so good. Although sometimes there were arguments, perhaps not feeling comfortable with each other, at least we made it through as lovers and friends. Cheers~
When it came to half of the year, things started to change.. When working life started, a lot of reasoning being given by myself to start to loosen the contact with friends, and now even my dear. Definitely I need to enhance myself on this, the relationship is not going to last once I loosen my hands. I need to really KEEP IN TOUCH with them, really.

This year round, I think I've been very far away from my family. Sometimes not even a call for more than a week. That's so not good. I know actually they missed me. There's no such reason as busy or being forgetful that you can forget to send a wish to your dear parents on their birthday. This was the most unforgivable thing that I've done this year; to not even send a message to my papa on his birthday. Felt terrible. This is quite recent and I remembered well on how guilty does it felt. Promised myself that I won't repeat the same mistake again.
The lesson that I learn: Do things immediately as you still remember them, you never know when would you possibly forget those things.

TO BE CONT'

Mind Maps

Perhaps my problem-solving skills will be enhanced..
The best place to start is never a new place, its always gonna be at where you are right now. So I'm gonna start all over again at this moment, right here where I am now.
Such a good feeling of being energized mentally, even though physically Im tired enough.

Miss my hubby... Im goin to move in the new house all by myself... But that's ok. Im strong enough to face everything by my own.

A Christmas Carol

Finished the movie just now with one of my best friend. Nice? I would say normal as it would be... Not the kinda movie that I would love to watch about. Moral values, yes~! Certainly there are. Just that, izzit too easy for him to change? Another movie with high expectation yet return with a lil' disappointment.

But, the most important part of the night is get to meet with my dear gal. I never knew that she led a miserable life before this, never knew she nearly missed the one she once said so much in love with. I think it must have been long since we met last time. Ya.. so long ago. Felt a little bit guilty when I found all those things out. I think she had tough times.. At least all that unhappiness passed. Sincerely hope that everything will be fine for you in the future. B country maybe is waiting for you ahead! Gal, I admire you for being strong. Pretending nothing happened, told me in calm tone. Like kidding with me. When you sounded like that, I know that perhaps the things is really deep into your heart. I miss those time we laughed together. Yiwei, how about you? Miss you superb today. Hope that you are doing well.. Happy and contented.

Just today only I noticed how time flies. It really never waits. Not even a second.
Just today only I noticed how long we didn't keep in touch already.
Start from today, each day I target to get back the connection a lil' by a lil'.

克服离愁

从机场回到家里，脑袋一直都没有太多的思绪。没想你到那里会如何，相信你可以把一切难题迎刃而解。没想今后我会怎么生活，相信一切自有安排。

到新家，油漆工人问我为什么不上更好的漆？想想就问了价钱。好心动。但回心一想又好像没有时间去安排。接下来家私就要搬进来了，该怎么移开一一上漆呢？烦恼……还是不了吧。下回吧，那间属于我们的新家，我一定要好好的用心，装置上最漂亮、最喜欢的细节。

我想心里隐隐还是有股离愁吧。回到家立即抽离自己，开始收拾。拾出了一箱东西，打印机也回归到最初的箱子里。床单也换了，脏衣服也洗了。囤积了一个星期的小国旗，清理了。
也替自己做了大扫除。磨砂，去污，面膜，统统都来一下。还想着晚上临睡前来个舒缓按摩。
忙着忙着，忽的停下，想起从前到现在，原来转换心情模式都是靠清洁整理再出发。

写着写着，蛮想哭的。我想今晚，也许可以放纵半小时，宣泄吧！

觉得最近的女尔不开心，与女尔少了很多的沟通。近来有在想，难道再深厚的感情基础，也是能够被时间磨灭的吗？还是，只不过蒙上了一层灰，模糊了感觉，产生错觉？
那也只不过是在闲时才想起的。忙起来的时候，还真的什么都忘了。所以，现实真是个可怕的东西。稍不留意，就陷入牛角、掉入漩涡，抽不了身。
加油，加油~最重要的是开心不是吗？

SUNSHINE NEEDED

AV is coming I think... emotionally so unstable recently. My gosh, miserable... Even though I know the reasons why am I being so moody, still I can't control my emotions. Lasted for few days, tried to find ways to make myself feel better, tried to ignore... Still, remained unstable...

Just little matters can make me on my nerves

Shin o Shin.. hope that you can pass through this asap... you always know that there's rainbow after the rain.. sun do shine after storms, just as how it breaks the dark sky everyday in the morning..

^^

To my DEAR friend

If you are able to watch it here.. this video is specially dedicated to you..

Changing??

I wonder if I have changed?
Just suddenly noticed in these few days... To better or worse?? No exact judgment...
Definitely the most noticeable changes in me is the sense of responsibility... Seriously increased.. Good things to know~
But, I think I have been so far from last 3 months as student. Still, I enjoy life~

Shin, gambate~~~

斗志spirit

I think it has been one week since I started to lemah semangat... finally managed to GAIN the SPIRIT back!!! Feel so good~~
Need no to deny that I am an extreme person... maybe its due to my AB mixed blood type.. ^^
Active and passive in the same body.. arguing at most of the time.. half needs rest, while half needs enjoy~ What the ****! As I always told myself, I need to enjoy what I've chosen, what I'm doing. Life doesn't always go smooth as we wish, while spending time hating what we are doing and feel sucks in the same time is not worth living... I prefer to love what I've chosen, enjoy the thrills, accept the challenge, and becoming better and better...

Why must I spend time making myself unhappy? The choice is in my hands, whether to go through each day, each hour, each minute and each second with smile or tears on my face.

Appreciate... I love ME~

问题不是用来想的，而是用来解决的。

经过昨天的感想……
加油~ ^^

刺激？！

Well...
When I went out to meetings with bosses, always things turn out to be very刺激
Haha, then they will ask me刺激le？！
Challenging life in the past few weeks... going to be like that in near future as well...
Love life, live life~~
CHEERS!

My love-most photo of the day