I aim for better this year, everyone also aims so?
Being in this environment for half a year, my strengths and weaknesses are so obvious shown.
My strengths:
Efficiency
Conversant
My weaknesses:
Lag phase before going to exponential
Unstable&Emotional
Lack of Persistence
Lost focus easily
I hope myself to be:
CALM
STABLE
CONCENTRATE WHEN DOING WORK
PERSISTENCE
with these I can fully utilize my efficiency and being conversant would be my bonus point!
TARGET OF THE YEAR:
Hit all the missions and absorb the most from them.
Treat all missions as my own business; I want my business to make profit.
Learn, learn, learn and learn! Nothing can stop me from learning!
Knowledge is the most precious asset.
Enjoy life and enjoy work to the FULLEST!
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Sincere
Being sincere.. We all know the theory of it, but how many of us forget how to be sincere?
How long have you been faking up a smile? A laugh?
Act as if you're happy, control your expression to smile, you shall then feel happy.
It works for me almost everytime!
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Review Of THE YEAR 2009 PART1
Year end again...
Yet I don't remember where did I start this year.
I think during the starting of the year, I gained a better relationship with lover and friends. It starts very well & so smooth. That was a very good sign, I need to keep this up next year round and round. Sincere and deep relationship made me felt so good. Although sometimes there were arguments, perhaps not feeling comfortable with each other, at least we made it through as lovers and friends. Cheers~
When it came to half of the year, things started to change.. When working life started, a lot of reasoning being given by myself to start to loosen the contact with friends, and now even my dear. Definitely I need to enhance myself on this, the relationship is not going to last once I loosen my hands. I need to really KEEP IN TOUCH with them, really.
This year round, I think I've been very far away from my family. Sometimes not even a call for more than a week. That's so not good. I know actually they missed me. There's no such reason as busy or being forgetful that you can forget to send a wish to your dear parents on their birthday. This was the most unforgivable thing that I've done this year; to not even send a message to my papa on his birthday. Felt terrible. This is quite recent and I remembered well on how guilty does it felt. Promised myself that I won't repeat the same mistake again.
The lesson that I learn: Do things immediately as you still remember them, you never know when would you possibly forget those things.
TO BE CONT'
Yet I don't remember where did I start this year.
I think during the starting of the year, I gained a better relationship with lover and friends. It starts very well & so smooth. That was a very good sign, I need to keep this up next year round and round. Sincere and deep relationship made me felt so good. Although sometimes there were arguments, perhaps not feeling comfortable with each other, at least we made it through as lovers and friends. Cheers~
When it came to half of the year, things started to change.. When working life started, a lot of reasoning being given by myself to start to loosen the contact with friends, and now even my dear. Definitely I need to enhance myself on this, the relationship is not going to last once I loosen my hands. I need to really KEEP IN TOUCH with them, really.
This year round, I think I've been very far away from my family. Sometimes not even a call for more than a week. That's so not good. I know actually they missed me. There's no such reason as busy or being forgetful that you can forget to send a wish to your dear parents on their birthday. This was the most unforgivable thing that I've done this year; to not even send a message to my papa on his birthday. Felt terrible. This is quite recent and I remembered well on how guilty does it felt. Promised myself that I won't repeat the same mistake again.
The lesson that I learn: Do things immediately as you still remember them, you never know when would you possibly forget those things.
TO BE CONT'
Friday, November 27, 2009
Mind Maps
Perhaps my problem-solving skills will be enhanced..
The best place to start is never a new place, its always gonna be at where you are right now. So I'm gonna start all over again at this moment, right here where I am now.
Such a good feeling of being energized mentally, even though physically Im tired enough.
Miss my hubby... Im goin to move in the new house all by myself... But that's ok. Im strong enough to face everything by my own.
The best place to start is never a new place, its always gonna be at where you are right now. So I'm gonna start all over again at this moment, right here where I am now.
Such a good feeling of being energized mentally, even though physically Im tired enough.
Miss my hubby... Im goin to move in the new house all by myself... But that's ok. Im strong enough to face everything by my own.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
A Christmas Carol
Finished the movie just now with one of my best friend. Nice? I would say normal as it would be... Not the kinda movie that I would love to watch about. Moral values, yes~! Certainly there are. Just that, izzit too easy for him to change? Another movie with high expectation yet return with a lil' disappointment.
But, the most important part of the night is get to meet with my dear gal. I never knew that she led a miserable life before this, never knew she nearly missed the one she once said so much in love with. I think it must have been long since we met last time. Ya.. so long ago. Felt a little bit guilty when I found all those things out. I think she had tough times.. At least all that unhappiness passed. Sincerely hope that everything will be fine for you in the future. B country maybe is waiting for you ahead! Gal, I admire you for being strong. Pretending nothing happened, told me in calm tone. Like kidding with me. When you sounded like that, I know that perhaps the things is really deep into your heart. I miss those time we laughed together. Yiwei, how about you? Miss you superb today. Hope that you are doing well.. Happy and contented.
Just today only I noticed how time flies. It really never waits. Not even a second.
Just today only I noticed how long we didn't keep in touch already.
Start from today, each day I target to get back the connection a lil' by a lil'.
But, the most important part of the night is get to meet with my dear gal. I never knew that she led a miserable life before this, never knew she nearly missed the one she once said so much in love with. I think it must have been long since we met last time. Ya.. so long ago. Felt a little bit guilty when I found all those things out. I think she had tough times.. At least all that unhappiness passed. Sincerely hope that everything will be fine for you in the future. B country maybe is waiting for you ahead! Gal, I admire you for being strong. Pretending nothing happened, told me in calm tone. Like kidding with me. When you sounded like that, I know that perhaps the things is really deep into your heart. I miss those time we laughed together. Yiwei, how about you? Miss you superb today. Hope that you are doing well.. Happy and contented.
Just today only I noticed how time flies. It really never waits. Not even a second.
Just today only I noticed how long we didn't keep in touch already.
Start from today, each day I target to get back the connection a lil' by a lil'.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
克服离愁
从机场回到家里，脑袋一直都没有太多的思绪。没想你到那里会如何，相信你可以把一切难题迎刃而解。没想今后我会怎么生活，相信一切自有安排。
到新家，油漆工人问我为什么不上更好的漆？想想就问了价钱。好心动。但回心一想又好像没有时间去安排。接下来家私就要搬进来了，该怎么移开一一上漆呢？烦恼……还是不了吧。下回吧，那间属于我们的新家，我一定要好好的用心，装置上最漂亮、最喜欢的细节。
我想心里隐隐还是有股离愁吧。回到家立即抽离自己，开始收拾。拾出了一箱东西，打印机也回归到最初的箱子里。床单也换了，脏衣服也洗了。囤积了一个星期的小国旗，清理了。
也替自己做了大扫除。磨砂，去污，面膜，统统都来一下。还想着晚上临睡前来个舒缓按摩。
忙着忙着，忽的停下，想起从前到现在，原来转换心情模式都是靠清洁整理再出发。
写着写着，蛮想哭的。我想今晚，也许可以放纵半小时，宣泄吧！
到新家，油漆工人问我为什么不上更好的漆？想想就问了价钱。好心动。但回心一想又好像没有时间去安排。接下来家私就要搬进来了，该怎么移开一一上漆呢？烦恼……还是不了吧。下回吧，那间属于我们的新家，我一定要好好的用心，装置上最漂亮、最喜欢的细节。
我想心里隐隐还是有股离愁吧。回到家立即抽离自己，开始收拾。拾出了一箱东西，打印机也回归到最初的箱子里。床单也换了，脏衣服也洗了。囤积了一个星期的小国旗，清理了。
也替自己做了大扫除。磨砂，去污，面膜，统统都来一下。还想着晚上临睡前来个舒缓按摩。
忙着忙着，忽的停下，想起从前到现在，原来转换心情模式都是靠清洁整理再出发。
写着写着，蛮想哭的。我想今晚，也许可以放纵半小时，宣泄吧！
Friday, October 23, 2009
SUNSHINE NEEDED
AV is coming I think... emotionally so unstable recently. My gosh, miserable... Even though I know the reasons why am I being so moody, still I can't control my emotions. Lasted for few days, tried to find ways to make myself feel better, tried to ignore... Still, remained unstable...
Just little matters can make me on my nerves
Shin o Shin.. hope that you can pass through this asap... you always know that there's rainbow after the rain.. sun do shine after storms, just as how it breaks the dark sky everyday in the morning..
^^
Just little matters can make me on my nerves
Shin o Shin.. hope that you can pass through this asap... you always know that there's rainbow after the rain.. sun do shine after storms, just as how it breaks the dark sky everyday in the morning..
^^
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Friday, October 16, 2009
Changing??
I wonder if I have changed?
Just suddenly noticed in these few days... To better or worse?? No exact judgment...
Definitely the most noticeable changes in me is the sense of responsibility... Seriously increased.. Good things to know~
But, I think I have been so far from last 3 months as student. Still, I enjoy life~
Shin, gambate~~~
Just suddenly noticed in these few days... To better or worse?? No exact judgment...
Definitely the most noticeable changes in me is the sense of responsibility... Seriously increased.. Good things to know~
But, I think I have been so far from last 3 months as student. Still, I enjoy life~
Shin, gambate~~~
Sunday, September 27, 2009
斗志spirit
I think it has been one week since I started to lemah semangat... finally managed to GAIN the SPIRIT back!!! Feel so good~~
Need no to deny that I am an extreme person... maybe its due to my AB mixed blood type.. ^^
Active and passive in the same body.. arguing at most of the time.. half needs rest, while half needs enjoy~ What the ****! As I always told myself, I need to enjoy what I've chosen, what I'm doing. Life doesn't always go smooth as we wish, while spending time hating what we are doing and feel sucks in the same time is not worth living... I prefer to love what I've chosen, enjoy the thrills, accept the challenge, and becoming better and better...
Why must I spend time making myself unhappy? The choice is in my hands, whether to go through each day, each hour, each minute and each second with smile or tears on my face.
Appreciate... I love ME~
Need no to deny that I am an extreme person... maybe its due to my AB mixed blood type.. ^^
Active and passive in the same body.. arguing at most of the time.. half needs rest, while half needs enjoy~ What the ****! As I always told myself, I need to enjoy what I've chosen, what I'm doing. Life doesn't always go smooth as we wish, while spending time hating what we are doing and feel sucks in the same time is not worth living... I prefer to love what I've chosen, enjoy the thrills, accept the challenge, and becoming better and better...
Why must I spend time making myself unhappy? The choice is in my hands, whether to go through each day, each hour, each minute and each second with smile or tears on my face.
Appreciate... I love ME~
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Sunday, September 13, 2009
刺激？！
Well...
When I went out to meetings with bosses, always things turn out to be very刺激
Haha, then they will ask me刺激le？！
Challenging life in the past few weeks... going to be like that in near future as well...
Love life, live life~~
CHEERS!
My love-most photo of the day
When I went out to meetings with bosses, always things turn out to be very刺激
Haha, then they will ask me刺激le？！
Challenging life in the past few weeks... going to be like that in near future as well...
Love life, live life~~
CHEERS!
My love-most photo of the day
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Workaholic?
^^ Shopaholic, I admit I am... Once in a while my hands feel itchy with the cash on hands... spent it and I will be happy... Even window shopping sometimes is enough to content me.. ^^
Workaholic? I wonder am I???! Maybe I just take things too seriously... Maybe I just wanna proof that he got the right person.. Maybe I just wanna proof myself that I can earn a living too.. I can excel if I really determined to be~
Today when I got the news, suddenly I have the feeling of hardwork-not-worth-it... But.. but...
Maybe I just have to proof myself harder.. Maybe.. maybe..
Life's full of possibilities...
Good luck~
Workaholic? I wonder am I???! Maybe I just take things too seriously... Maybe I just wanna proof that he got the right person.. Maybe I just wanna proof myself that I can earn a living too.. I can excel if I really determined to be~
Today when I got the news, suddenly I have the feeling of hardwork-not-worth-it... But.. but...
Maybe I just have to proof myself harder.. Maybe.. maybe..
Life's full of possibilities...
Good luck~
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
RunAWAY
Sometimes, I felt like runaway from current life... But the next second, I would be convinced that I must train myself to endure and bear all the stress and pain to become a better person. I told myself: No easy job, no easy life. All the sorrows, sadness and down falls simply make us tougher and strengthen us. Need to always remind myself of that.
Extremely moody today. Luckily I still can escape for a while, taking a stroll outside... Good news is, the baby whitish pup is back with me again. Ehe, this time gonna grant it to someone who is willing to take care of him seriously.
Through the last few weeks, seriously felt that what most painful is realizing my own weakness and admit those weakness make me fail and yet still finding a way to get out of the pain and gets better. Still in the midst of wonder.... I tried and fall, takes more courage to stand up again and prepare for another fall... Did I learn? Hope so....
Extremely moody today. Luckily I still can escape for a while, taking a stroll outside... Good news is, the baby whitish pup is back with me again. Ehe, this time gonna grant it to someone who is willing to take care of him seriously.
Through the last few weeks, seriously felt that what most painful is realizing my own weakness and admit those weakness make me fail and yet still finding a way to get out of the pain and gets better. Still in the midst of wonder.... I tried and fall, takes more courage to stand up again and prepare for another fall... Did I learn? Hope so....
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Grey.. BLUE... -Ve
So not in working mood today. After one month of working, this is the first time I'm so not in mood. Gonna meet with boss later, hope that the positive side of him can cheer me up a little bit. Maybe after a good night sleep I will be better. Hope so...
Monday, August 3, 2009
Getting used
Is it a good habit to slowly adapting myself to the environment and get used to it?
I think it is good... Not to say fully satisfied with the working environment now but I'm trying to like it more and more by days.
Open up my hands and face the challenges that came across me
I told myself lots of times: Only with practice I can make myself perfect
No short-cut for success
Colleague asked to go jogging together tomorrow after work... good start~
'Zen', My boss told me the story, in which I think it's so meaningful
When something happens, it just happens. The 'something' doesn't have any feelings or thoughts in it... it is me, or you or us who put feelings or thoughts in the 'something'. Can you get what I mean?
I think it is good... Not to say fully satisfied with the working environment now but I'm trying to like it more and more by days.
Open up my hands and face the challenges that came across me
I told myself lots of times: Only with practice I can make myself perfect
No short-cut for success
Colleague asked to go jogging together tomorrow after work... good start~
'Zen', My boss told me the story, in which I think it's so meaningfulWhen something happens, it just happens. The 'something' doesn't have any feelings or thoughts in it... it is me, or you or us who put feelings or thoughts in the 'something'. Can you get what I mean?
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Motivated
Learning process in progress... I expected high for myself... ended up too tension and over pressured myself... I shouldn't make myself into troubles... +U~
Highly motivated by the 1 hr++ spent with YS the boss... There must be reasons why he can become one who own the company, I am digging on his secrets and hopefully to transfer those to myself... ^^
PERSISTENCE
keep on telling myself on this word... A good point to learn...
I hope I won't let him down by showing him the strength that he saw in me during the short 30-mins interview... I know that the ability is just inside of me, waiting for me to discover it and uncover it.. ^^
Highly motivated by the 1 hr++ spent with YS the boss... There must be reasons why he can become one who own the company, I am digging on his secrets and hopefully to transfer those to myself... ^^
PERSISTENCE
keep on telling myself on this word... A good point to learn...
I hope I won't let him down by showing him the strength that he saw in me during the short 30-mins interview... I know that the ability is just inside of me, waiting for me to discover it and uncover it.. ^^
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Mind is made up
I wanna continue in this way.. I wanna grow and learn fast... I'm sure the path that its leading me is surely the best that I can take...
Persistence is what I need to learn~ Patience is what I lack of~
Endure the pain and unhappiness... something great is coming ahead
Friday, July 10, 2009
Beh tahan
Really cannot stand his working style...
I know why he can stay here for so long, cause he is so capable of placing his responsibilities on others. What the f**k is all that I want to say when I was hearing to his bullshit...!!! I don't like this kind of people... I don't want to become as him either.
Shin, keep this feeling to yourself and keep silent. Learn, keep on absorbing as if you are a sponge. you shall make it.
I know why he can stay here for so long, cause he is so capable of placing his responsibilities on others. What the f**k is all that I want to say when I was hearing to his bullshit...!!! I don't like this kind of people... I don't want to become as him either.
Shin, keep this feeling to yourself and keep silent. Learn, keep on absorbing as if you are a sponge. you shall make it.
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